I can’t handle this anymore.

I’m so heartbroken. How could you do this to me. Why. Don’t you understand the feelings I had for you. I told you I loved you. I really did. I love you so much. Everything you told me. You told me you loved me to. Was it all for naught? I don’t understand. My heart aches everyday I see you. It aches when I see you with him. I feel played. I feel worthless. Now it’s come to the point where I’m hurting myself over you. Hurting myself on the outside to kill this horrible pain on the inside. I want to end this horrible life. I’m done.
I’m done with love, I’m done with everything. This pain is horrible and non-stop. I want it to fucking stop. There’s no other way.